Ok, so I thought I made a huge mistake. It actually hasn't been that bad this past week. It's been fun, which I haven't had much of lately because school started. It's okay. I'm just waitin' for the day I walk across the stage to get my diploma. That will be a great day. Only 'cause there's no more school ofcouse. Enough about the future (haha), we had school pictures on Friday. Mine probably sucks even though it seemed to go well. There's always something wrong with my picture.  Jen called me today. I haven't talked to her in forever. I haven't seen her in forever either. We need to get together girl!! lol. We've been tryin', but things don't seem to work out. My busdriver is such a b***h!! I had problems with her before and she drags them out for a lot longer than necessary. She had attitude with everyone. She has a problem with being nice to kids. Also, she has a problem with me. Isn't that hard to believe?? haha, you know I'm kiddin'. She makes me sit upfront like a little kid, so my mom called and settled it. Now I can sit with Britt again. Yay!! lol.  Okay, now about my weekend. Yesterday we went out shopping for a little bit. Normally, I wouldn't think it was great fun, but I actually got to be myself again. You know, that little person I call "me". I haven't found myself yet, but I'm working on it. I usually have trouble finding who I am 'cause of my past. I'm healing.. so I should be there soon. I've been trying to find a job, but it seems that everyone's only hiring 16 year olds. Hello!! I want a job now so I can save my money up for a car or somethin'. No offense to anyone that works/worked at McDonald's but that's the one place I can get a job, but I refuse to work there. It's not that it's gross or anything. It's just that I don't wanna work in a restaurant. A fast food one, anyway. Well, I updated more than I thought I was gonna. 'Til next time. ♥ Tori |